music: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SwhzL9IE1Dc&feature=related (Beatles Tomorrow Never Knows)
The cigarette pack thumped a steady beat on his watch
Tapping out the minutes, tapping out the seconds
In the half light of electric day, the lights hummed an
angry monotone
He stood watching
He stood waiting
She would come
Unwrapping the pack he reflected, with a peel of the
cellophane his reflections opened
Thoughts, like the compounded cigarettes,
Whose compressed shape should have controlled and limited
the fire sticks,
Deprived of life sustaining oxygen, any flame that touched
would limply burn before dying
However the dense tobacco now compressed only intensified
the flavor
A flavor he knew he would savor
So as he prepared for her arrival, he focused all,
On one thought, one cigarette
He took out the cigarette; it felt so good in his hands
Caringly he compacted this cigarette even further,
For she would soon arrive
By tapping on his watch—slow, methodical, measured,
insistent
For this cigarette he wanted to burn long slow and hot
As he waited for her arrival it was the cigarette he placed
between his lips
Softly he placed the cigarette, making sure it was home
He began to salivate,
in eager anticipation of the intoxicating gift his lips
would soon consume
Sure of her arrival, he lit the match,
And true to her word, she arrived
With a glance from her eyes
the cigarette was lit – the long slow burn had begun
On seeing her wave ‘Hello’,
Smoke was drawn into his lungs
The bittersweet blend of tepid smoke
As his lungs filled with a toxic blend coating all with tar
So too did his thoughts coat his heart, with its own toxic
blend
Coating all in a seething burning tempest
It tasted so good
He never exhaled
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