Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Could she know?


Echo and the Bunnymen: Lips Like Sugar Remix

Could she know 

In a world 

Where less is more

And more is less

The echo of her laughter

Resounding resonance

Nurtured devastation

Piercing facades

So strong in joy

That even fear

Was cut to the quick

As

Her savage soul

Burned fierce  

Darkness dissipating

A challenged caution

Or enticing invite

As souls seeking

Soft approach

Yet

He knew her

Most powerful form

Specific

As friend

First fast furious foundation

The tethered bedrock

From which they flew

Though they knew

The cracks

The scars

The hidden pain

The loss, the gain

Of the other

In the other

Forgiven

Redemption

Words unnecessary

For before and beyond all

They called each other friend

But deeper than that still

For friend

Is a word

That cannot describe

The fusion of acceptance

That generated the most furious passion

From the gentle action

Such as

The soothing burn

Of the electric touch

The graceful caress

Along the warmth

Of her jaw

And in his eyes

She rediscovered her joy

The pulsing hearts

Matching beats

Could she know?

Monday, February 24, 2014

Under a dog star sail



Sting Why should I cry for you? 

 

Winged heels

Forever chase

Mornings rose hue horizion

All in attempts

To keep his eyes on

An elusive mirage

The promise of peace


Prometheus punished

For giving fire to man

Shackled wrists

Longing to grasp

But desperate to release

The precious quicksilver kiss

The fleeting coats

Searing dissipation

Mixed with euphoric

Elation

He knew


A ship is safe in harbor

But that’s not what ships are for

So he sailed the tempest tossed

Longing to see forever

While longing forever for the shore

In the distant dissonance

It has to be

A safe portage lies

For he


Yet seething madman’s howl

Smashes the breaking oceans hiss

He unfurls the sail as

Laughing command

Over absent crew

While the bow

Breaks the troubled water

Friday, February 14, 2014

The Tigress

Gypsy Kings Viento del Arena

Clouds building billows
Across night sky as
The hunter hungry
Gazed upon his prize

Like a tigress
She lay
Finely formed skin
Supple soft recline
Enchanting to his mind
While she
Waiting for his eyes
To betray
In distraction
For in eyes hidden
Lies her tensioned
Call to action

To pounce
To consume
To animal possess
To feel the heat
The struggle
Of flesh
To flesh
That she so longed
To caress
 
In the distance the thunder rolled

He approached
To feel
Skin soft tremble
At the touch electric
Absorbed the burning heat
Though unable
Ready
To meet
The tigress pounce
With no retreat
Tiny drops began to fall
Wetting all
Save the burning fire
Pure, holy, consuming heat
That glowed fierce in her eyes
Traveling down to enflamed lips
Dripping passion
No retraction
No retreat
Burning contact
Mouths transfixed
Speaking words unspoken
In the Passion play
With the audience of the full moon
Bright encouraging the ravenous holds
Drawing the other tight

In the lightning crescendo
Her gentle soft
Touching caress
His hard firm chest
Longing to draw the two into one
His hands slow rise
Sliding under fabric
Finding a touch of lace
As his lips travel
To explore her face
Tracing lines along
Her jaw so strong
So heated
So dripping with desire
And the storm has only begun

Poor Charles Bovary

Uninvited (Brothers in Rhythm Mix) Alanis Morissette

Poor Charles Bovary.


He looked at her.  In his hand the crinkled wax paper carrying the take out had grown light.  His other hand rested on the steering wheel.  A cold and lifeless substance touched skin that so longed to feel the heat that radiated from her golden pure skin.  He had driven hundreds of miles.  He had come to the city to seal a deal.  That is what he told his wife.  His passenger meanwhile,  why she had driven three.  The business… ha… that had been easy.  Now began the primordial hunt: the close game of chess to seal a deal unspoken between the he and the she. 


The longing for consummation of the desire building grew between the two.  He didn’t tell his wife about this deal.  Don’t worry… his passenger hadn’t told her husband.  Indeed, the reason the food was takeout was her request.  She could not be seen.  Not with him.  Though three miles from her house, she could not afford detection.  Not if the transaction was to take place. 


Her hangout hideout was located nearby the strip of restaurants.  The shadow end parking lot of a distant store that was only visited by the Stepford wives amalgamated during the day with children in tow.  This trek usually followed a morning workout filled with brazen flirtations.  Perhaps innocent, perhaps serious, always playful.  To be longed for, something, anything to fill the void. 


Why did she workout?  She knew she had to stay beautiful.  She had to stay forever young.  To hide the fact that her body was a victim of the slow decay of mortality, she had to look good.  This was as much for her husband as well as the other ladies in the pack.  Any sign of weakness would cause her to be consumed.


The hideout served as an excellent locale for the scurrying movements of shadow hands desperate in the search for hidden heat.  An accepted dalliance.   The Madame had gone there before.  He didn’t know this.  He could only concentrate on the growing passion flowing within his blood.  The moment of exquisite pain, the painful labor that visited the birth of passion.  Nervously he combed back his dusty blond hair as the blood coursed through his veins.  When should he strike.  When?


That’s what I think happened.  At least that’s when Charles emerged from the store.  Poor simple fool.   He wasn’t supposed to be in town.  Not that weekend.  Miles were supposed to separate the two.  At least that’s the way it was supposed to be.


  Maybe if one of the other stores in the similar chain had had his item he wouldn’t have been at that store.  Maybe.  Maybe if he just gave up in his quest he wouldn’t have seen.  This whole thing was just some play of consequence.  It could be that, but Charles never liked to think the Universe was that lazy or that benevolent.  He saw them.


The faded stream of light from the halogen lamp in passing through the shade made the interior reflect blue.  The blond of her hair became jaundiced.  Shadows danced across half her face as if shamed by what the other half was doing. 

His heart collapsed.  The game that she had played with him, had been only that… a game.  With the shock of realization Charles finally figured it out: a half truth plus a half lie equaled nothing.  It’s purely mathematical .5 +
.5 = 0.  Everything she had said, everything that he had supposedly caused in her was merely a lie.  The renaissance was stillborn.  Why?  Why?  It was all he could ask. 


Poor Charles Bovary.


He could never know.  She had sold her soul to gain passage to a bankrupt future.  A future so dire that no matter what she bought, she could never redeem the soul she had sacrificed so easily.  To redeem back a moment, no matter how atrophied, she would go to her past.  She could try to capture that which had  been of her past.  Tiny trinkets that served to titillate.  For a moment… always for a moment.


Poor, poor Charles Bovary.


Poor, poor Charles Bovary.


And yes… poor Madame Bovary.


Oh yeah… happy Valentines day.

This work by the way was a modern retelling of Madame Bovary by Gustav Flaubert.   

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

As the moon

Gypsy Kings Amor d'un dia

 

The only sound
Allowed by the sanctum
Was the beating of their heats
Rhythm simpatico as
The water pressed
Gently lapping at the shore
The rhythmic push
Followed by the pull
Gentle in a determined
Continued advance
Such is the embrace
Of the shore
 
Soft and slow
As the moon
Tenderly bathed
The dance of her children

The branches of the trees
Brazen bare
Offered background unnoticed
Softly he brushed back
Her hair
The gentle caress of her cheek
Uncovering the treasure of
Her eyes
Soft and slow
As the moon
Tenderly bathed
The dance of her children

Could she know
How his soul was warmed
By the light she held in her eyes
His passion flared
At her touch electric
In her gentle press
A confident lean of heated lips
Was greeted by a voracious welcome
As

Soft and slow
As the moon
Tenderly bathed
The dance of her children

Monday, February 10, 2014

Just a moment longer

A Thousand Years - Aragorn and Arwen Music Video



Fairy tales are so necessary.  They take the fantastical… the impossible and they make it all so actual—so real.  They breathe life to dreams.  They reassure.  Perhaps they blind, but perhaps it is good that somethings at sometimes remain unseen.  For as long as possible, let the magic live… at least for one more story.  Just a moment longer the children cry… just one more story.  Just one more break from the chaos.  Reassure that it is all for something.  Anything. 

Just a moment longer.

 
One of my favorite tales is that of the love between Aragorn and Arwen.
 
He… well he someone who was not supposed to be, at least not the way he was.  A castout, vagabond , little more than a cutpurse.  That is how many looked upon him.  Though from a lineage of kings… little more than a shadowy ranger.  A gulag placed on the fringes of society.  At times in the darkness it seemed that he may have been the only one who knew that the blood of kings flowed within him.  He would not accept the label that others placed upon him.  For he was Aragon—if he knew anything… it was he was Aragon.
 
Fearlessly he chased dragons to fight.  Few knew however, that his drive to fight them arose from his fear that he might become one.  He carried his pain within.  A laden suffering which would have destroyed a lesser man.  He found his solace in helping others.  Loyal to a fault he would not be the one who would be found faithless.  Forever believing that by helping them he might be able to earn his own elusive redemption.  So it was, until he met her… Arwen.
 
He could, no… he would not, tell you too much about her.  She was precious to him.  In his darkest moments she was a light that shone.  Pushing him forward, just a moment longer Aragorn.  Just a moment longer.    In the glory of her eyes laid the salvation he had so long sought.  In the comfort of her arms he found the warm acceptance that he refused to accept from anyone else.  In the shine of her face he found acceptance.  In the warm folds of her heart he found completion.  She held him in her hand   As for her, Aragorn held her heart.  As they can be so easily broken, this was a precious gift.  At first sight she loved this man, a mortal, who could so tenderly touch.  For him she gave up her elven birthright, but stood beside him as queen.  Each meeting would end with the stabbing pain of separation, their eyes forever crying just a moment longer.
 
Just a moment longer.
 
One day there fairy tale might end… but until then, let the magic live… at least a moment longer.   

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

So it is every Saturday

Gipsy Kings Caminando por la calle

Pursed lips press
So it is every Saturday
At the Mercado
in San Antonio
She shops
While
The sent of flowers
Splash paint
On the canvass of her experience
Her smile
Washes the dust
from all who see
But mostly you
As she
Leaning forward
Lips pucker begun
Danger to be dodged
Or a prize to be won
As she walked
Softly sashay down
Gently bouncing hips dance
While eyes are drawn
Back to the laughing lips with
The challenge of their heated cry
Draw life from my succulence
And be willing
To be consumed
If only
To be born again
And so you dare to try
And so in glory die
Only to be born again
You pull
Her
Towards
You
Shoulders soft supple
Smile
Radiating heat
The pico that repays
In small bites
For yours 
You pull back to become lost
in the beauty of her eyes
As her pursed lips press
So it is every Saturday  

Monday, February 3, 2014

Piercing

Mint Royale - from rusholme with love

Piercing—the stinging shock, followed by a spreading stunning numbness. 

I wonder if the frog felt the sticking spines of the Scorpions feet as it scurried searching for the highest ground.  “Why?”, the feeble cry in the waters slow rise.  I wonder if he was satisfied by her answer, “Because I am a Scorpion.”  For the Scorpion it was merely repayment in kind for a kindness.  But he knew that.    

I had called her.   She wasn’t supposed to answer.  Not that I had planned for at least in the lovely stratagem planned in my mind.  She was protected by an audience.  As I had done so much talking, I wanted to listen.  So listen I did.   She found safety in the refuge of common themes.  I continued to listen.  That was her refuge.  Give someone a mask, and you can get to the truth, albeit in tiny tendrils.   Soft presses into revelations were made.  Like wounded animals the soft tuning circle of socialization had begun.  I gave her opportunities to draw back, she gave me openings to advance.  But the looping dance remained.  Fear ruled the day.  We danced around the secret and supposed while the secret remained in the middle and knows. 

But it was so good to hear her again, just about the everyday.  No epic.  No swathing controversy… just her.  Her gentle cooing laugh that I had heard so many times.  With those in audience I didn’t press.  I held back.  At the end, I dropped the ball.  I wanted to ask her to establish a communication.  As friends, yes, but even more… me as me, and her as her.  But maybe that was too much.  I decided that I would call her the next day to set up a communiqué.  As friends were I would meet her as nothing more than me, and she would meet me as nothing more than she.  At least that was the plan. 

The next day she made me feel young again. 

I was young again.  Not the kind happens when things ‘click.’  Where the body is made to feel as if it is precious—sinew strong and flesh tight.  Where the breath of life oozes out of every pore.  Nope… it wasn’t that way.  Rather it was a return to where all I could feel was a…

Piercing—the stinging shock, followed by a spreading stunning numbness.

There she was.  Surrounded by her usual suspects.  Panting, clamoring, anything for a look—anything for her smile.  The promise of a touch, perhaps a slight flash of a smile or maybe even more, maybe.  Just maybe.  She made a living off of selling promises and if the promise could be believed the deal would be sealed.  Friends, are fun while the money lasts.  Beauty seduces, until looks fade.  And then what does she have…  only herself, who she is.  Though that was what was the key to that which was most precious about her... to be that vulnerable... that scares the hell out of her.  Because I have seen that side and I know it is why I scare the hell out of her.

But I digress.

Viewing the sight, my body was filled with rage.  Vision closed to only a tunnel.  I am not sure if she believed I wouldn’t see… or if she just didn’t care.  No shackles are as bitter than those we forge for ourselves.  I was speechless… breathless…disgusted.    

She liked to dance.  In half-lit halls, her sultry moves seduced as long as she kept her eyes closed.  In rhythm to the movement her body would beckon.  Partners would emerge from the shadows to join her dance.  The bump, the grind, the passing trace could all be dismissed as merely a function of the dance—as long as she kept her eyes closed.  With a twisting turn she would engage another partner.  She could remain elusive.  As long as her eyes remained closed the dance could continue uninterrupted.

The only problem is that when we danced—she opened her eyes.  I saw her.  In her movements she had grown to tust.  The dance had felt too good.  She let her mask slip.  I saw her naked.  Scars and all.  The hidden, hurt little girl.  Never able to see her own beauty, taught to distrust her own body.  Believing that she could never be accepted for who she was.  Success could only be gained in a silent subterfuge in which she slowly sold off her soul.   That which is the most precious about her… herself… couldn’t be worth anything.  Could it? 

Piercing—the stinging shock, followed by a spreading stunning numbness. 

I wonder if the frog felt the sticking spines of the Scorpions feet as it scurried searching for the highest ground.  “Why?”, the feeble cry in the waters slow rise.  I wonder if he was satisfied by her answer, “Because I am a Scorpion.”  For the Scorpion it was merely repayment in kind for a kindness.  But he knew that.      

Sunday, February 2, 2014

Breathless

U2 One acoustic

A Soft whisper
Never doubt
The flowing fire brazen raging in your eyes
 As you talk
Or laugh
The sweet cooing laugh
Bewitching in beauty
Fuming in form
While her cunning wit
Keeps her one step ahead
Of all who pursue
Breathless… and
As breathless
They leave smiling
So glad for the chase
For the glimpse
Of her slight supple form
That beckons
Bewitches
If one could only capture
To caress
To talk
To heal
Yet leaving just to guess
While
A full gentle hope
Resides in lips
Crying the color red in a
Mona Lisa smile
Beckon
Just below
Piercing eyes laden
Yet smiling
Trusting
Waiting
Longing
Filled
While a the tender trace along her face
End at her ear
To present the warming soft whisper