Tuesday, June 17, 2014

She stood on the edge

U2 Staring at the Sun



In a group, she stood on the edge.  The others were merely others.  The dress of blue, as if it longed to savor and caress the smooth body beneath, clung to her.  As her, it was seamless, faultless in its form.  All save the edges.  Their slight twisting in the breeze reflective of the tensioned motion ready to erupt; all it needed was the slightest provocation. 

Her face brazen in in erupting joy.  Eternal spring emanated from her eyes.  Her smile comforted as it challenged.  Run with me.  Fly to me. 

Shoes of red, were ready to dance furious.  A dance that would gloriously consume as the savage beast that burned beneath was glimpsed.  Both body and mind she lithely began an inviting undulating rhythm.  Dance with me, dance.  Closed, her eyes dreamt the visions she so longed to make real.  A reality she longed to share.  Her bumps assured.  The desire dripping from the impassioned thrust beckoned.  Dance with me.




Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Chasing Shadows



America: Ventura Highway remix


The hour was late.  I didn’t have much time.  The shadows were growing long.  The cicadas had begun their banshee screech.  The orange hue of the sky marked that the sun was at the midway point on the horizion.  I had to get home before it disappeared.  The rules were simple.  My parents wouldn’t bother me during the day as long as I was in the front yard by twilight and inside the house by dark.  As I was six who could have asked for more.

I had had a day.  The crinkled pack of Willy Wonka’s Bottlecaps I had picked up from the quarter rack at 7-11 had lasted me all day.  On my trusty steed provided by a Huffy Thundertrail I could go anywhere and see anything.  It’s black Iron Frame was ready for any punishment I could dish out.  A fact evidenced by the scuffs marking the frame like battle scars, or the strip of duct tape that ran across the cushioned seat repairing a tear.  Where did the scuff marks come from?  Perhaps they marked a tumble after a jump taken off a homemade ramp fashioned from a board and some bricks.  If Evil Kenievl could brave Snake Canyon, I could survive a vault into the air as well.  Or maybe that time when I tried to pop a wheelie and I it the curb.  It mattered little.  Unlike my older brothers stylin’ Schwinn banana seat bike, my ride could take whatever adventure I undertook. 
 
I was well prepared for my trek.  I was wearing my Toughskins. Though my Mother might have appreciated them for their utilitarian use, I liked the fact that my Toughskins were jeans that were ready for whatever rough and tumble adventure I might undertake.  The knees wouldn’t wear out.  Not so fast.

As it was summer, I had gone up to my Sudie Williams.  Why was I going to my elementary school during summer break?  Well although I’m not sure Huck would have responded to your question, as you asked it out of curiosity I will tell you.  It was for the playground; specifically the swing sets.  I had mastered the art.  I would laboriously raise the swing to the highest point I could.  You remember that point, just before the chains would lose their tension and start to snap on your descent.  Well I had figured out that exact moment, almost at the peak of the ascension it was,  where if you leapt off the swing it would maximize how for you could go vertically and horizontally  away from the swing set.  I had spent some time doing it.  But now I had to be back home. 

On my return, as always, I would pass by the Harrison’s.  At least I think that was their last name.  It was a single home house.  It was a white stucco bungalow style house that had to have been built in the late 40s or early 50s.  Almost every time I passed by they would be seated out on the front porch swing.  “Hey Joe,” I would always yell.  He hated it when I called him Mr. Harrison.  His face would light up, color would flush to his cheeks, and his wife would merely demurely smile.  She never really talked much. 

After placing my bike on its kickstand, I asked “Mind if I get some water Joe?”   “No, no,  help yourself.”  He said as he slowly made his way down the stairs.  Rushing to the exterior faucet on the side of his house I turned it on.  Although I would let the water fun for about 30 seconds to get out the heat from the original waters travel through the tube, it never really got rid of that metallic twinge of trust that seemed to accompany every drop.

“Ready for an Aggie Joke?,” Mr. Harrison would ask.  This was part of our ritual.  He would tell me jokes.  I would tell him jokes.  We would laugh.  Often we told each other the same jokes, but he loved to laugh.  Although I was too young to understand, I think he just loved having someone to talk to.  By this time I would usually be done with drinking from the hose.  I would hand it to him and ask him if he wanted me to turn it off.  His wrinkled hand would grab the heavy plastic.  “No, Vivian would like it if I watered her flowers.”  He would say looking at his wife alone on the swing.  She would silently and simply nod in affirmation.

With the joke period over we would talk about History.  I think he may have been a vet, as he really loved to talk about World War II and Korea.  Seemed to know a lot about those like from a man who lived it, didn’t just read about it.  But his smile was ever-present.  He had someone to talk to… even if it was a ruddy six-year-old boy whose hair may have been a little long and whose jeans were always dirty.   

Anyway I drank enough to “whet my whistle” as Joe might say, with the loud sucking off the side of the steam.  The whole time we talked the shadows would lengthen.  By the time the shadow made by his mailbox was just beginning to touch the third separated segment of the walk I knew that it would be time for me to go home.  I could linger no longer.  “See you tomorrow, Joe.”  “Go chase the shadows!,”  He would exort as a battle cry I would leap on my bike desperate to make it home in time.   Breathless I would ride home making it back just in time to see my Mother’s smiling face glance out the sink window.

We moved away from that area a few years later.  When I did make a journey back, I passed by Joe’s house.  It was still white, but it was now different.  Some children’s toys littered the front yard.  It seems as if the new owners had bought a new post box.  Plants now sat upon the porch.  The porch swing was still there.  But it was empty.  I smiled knowing that wherever Joe was, he would be telling someone a joke no doubt.  He would be happy, just being with others.   He would be happy.  “Go chase the shadows Joe!”, I softly said with a smile.  “Go chase the shadows!”      

Saturday, June 7, 2014

Flaxen Shade

Gypsy Kings: Viento Del Arena

Beneath a flaxen shade
Hide
Her eyes
So open, so
Burning
Questioning challenge
Will you come close
Or be consumed
By the fire
Rising higher
As her
Truth lies open
Behind the rush
Strong pulsing
The heated crush
Cascade
From soft skin
Longing for
The tracing touch
To begin
Enchanting along her jaw
So strong, while
Pink lips go rogue
The beckoning wait
The tilted neck
Inviting
The trace
Along her cheek
Begins
The caress of her neck
As he moves
To close
The unbearably short distance
Between his lips
And hers
Where friction
From
The burning heat
Increases desires burn
That ignites
Into an malestom
Just moments before
The unquenchable fire
Begun
To rival the sun
Upon contact
Beneath a flaxen shade

In a world

Lorde: Tennis Court remix

In a world
Where
One could look
But not touch
Touch
But not feel
It was too unreal
Her passion
That she had to bind
Lest she remember
What it was
To be
To be seen
For what she was
Beauty brazen
Savage wit
A caldron simmered
In her eyes
Threatening to boil over
With a smile savage
Longing to touch
To feel
All that was real
For her
Angry fist rising
While
Soft lips complying
To feel the burning touch
Of the simmering other
In a world

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Turning from your window




I asked you to take off your sunglasses
Nervous hands complied to my simple request
I smiled as you began  
Turning from your window
Hand softly disturbing the lace curtains that covered
Distorted laden glass panes
That
Had to pass as
A cage to contain
A silent sapping rage
At what I no longer know

Your naked  eyes dull spoke
What I refused to hear
The game had gotten out of control
But you noticed
What you hadn’t noticed
When
Embers erupted into fire
You laughed, the joy of a free woman
It filled the sky with elation
You danced, each step craving to push one step further
It surprised you
It scared you
The fire must be contained
So
Fierce in suffocating
Passions pure fire
Dancing flames orange reduce to blue
Then
Burning embers red
That refuse to die
Meanwhile
You keep your sunglasses on