Monday, July 29, 2013

La Nina




La Nina


Alberto Korda
Captured
Havana High
Fashion
Banal beauty
In
The elegance
Of decadence
Viva Cuba!
Viva Korda!

Til Fidel

Took Studio closure
With composure
Yet his
Mercenary mind
Could manipulate
Politicos into high fashion
So
Fashion of high politios
Could manipulate
The people
Revolution merely stasis

Til

Dusty eyes
Dirty
Stare
Clutching Wood
Collared fabric create
Humble doll
Humble poor
Yet who is humbled in the
Stare
Dirty
Dusty eyes

La Nina de la Muneca de Palo

In the closing shutter
Pull of the heart opens
Korda converted
To the need
For change
Viva La Revolucion!
Viva La Nina!

Thursday, July 25, 2013

The Storm

Bond: Fuego/Shine mix

The Storm builds
As
 
Electric eyes danced
Answering questions
With riddles
Hidden answers
Existing
In
Zigzag pirouette
Of her confident
Grin
 
As thunder distant lumbered
Fingers pranced
Danced
Gentle touching press
Across his chest
Calling for his to follow
across her dress
 
The Storm builds
As
 
Drops of desire
Begin
To fall intermittent
Tempting close
But never landing
On target
But
Each drop fuller
Each drop closer
Leaving
Expectantly yearning
To be consumed
In the promised coming deluge

Passions lightning begins
A mad race
Across expectant faces
As the distance slowly closes
 
The Storm builds
As

Her atmosphere fought
Against the static
Building dramatic
Life energy must burst
For
Her future was here
Her future was now

“Join the dance”
Her laden lips cry
Just moments before
Heated contact made
In initial drops
As

The storm begins

Saturday, July 20, 2013

The Beckoning Smile

David Bowie: Cat People

The beauty of
Her beckoning smile
That lingers
While
Her garden
Cries luscious ripe
Eyes dance
Consuming life
While moist lips burn
And wait
For one to taste
The succulent juice
In the subtle drip
While
Gentle mounds
Ache for a soft circling touch
Caress
To draw the life
That beckons beneath
While
Traces
Smooth sweltering
Lead to
The soft path
Gentle trace
To view
The secret flower
Pressing bud
Soft silken petals
Longing to delight
In the gentle touch
And caress
Along the sides
Silken heat builds
And disguises
The longing rosebud
Circling caress
Coaxing touch
Aching for
The explosive release
Of the bloom
Eyes close
Heads frozen arch
While on her face
Remains
The beauty of
Her beckoning smile
That lingers

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Sister night II

Music: Sting Fragile

Sister Night

The necessary token
Gift of darkness
A necessary grace
Given unpaid
Cloaking shelter
From
Harsh halting
Jealous sun
Or
Nagging Neon
Bleed cartoonish
And breed
The slow sapping
Of dreams
Torn
From muted masses
Bent
To prevent
A closure causing
A sin of separation
That the two
Frustrated forced penance
Were desperate to rectify
Under
Sister Night
In
A diminutive pocket of nature
Hidden
She approached
Beauty devastating
Lips lethal
Eyes that simmered
As they shimmered
He
Sharp and tone
Received
The glory
Of her
Of a moment
With her
A moments reprieve
A moment’s reverie
A moment
A now
A chance
A purity found in the simmering burn
Redemption
Escape  
Of one
Into the other
If only for a moment
A frozen
Eternal
Moment
Where all that could be spoken
Had been said
The polyglot past
Abandoned
The fractured future
Forgotten
All the two had was
The now
All the two had was
The other
And
The silent
Simmering
Building
Boiling
Savage undercurrent
Of desire
The guiding force
unspoken
Behind
Gentle
Secretive
Healing
Lingering touches
The soft caress
Of the cheek
The searching of souls
With piercing stares
Causing the gravity
Endangering the parity
Of
The pull
The charged
Heat
Of lips
Building in
Closing distance
The painful separation
Of the smallest degree
Until the moment
The moment
Of contact
Explosive eruption
Of wordless conversation
Volumes spoke
Hearts syncopated
Lingering touches
Delicately danced
Under grace given
by
Sister Night

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

A Beautiful Fiction





A beautiful fiction: a gossamer cloak.  This is the way it was.  This is the way he supposed it had to be.  Liars lie to others, but visionaries only lie to themselves.

Truth—a desperate demand. But a point on which both sides agreed—a seeming simple request.  It was the only way to pierce the sublimating suffocating gauze known as reality.  Fiction would be the tool that would enable glimpses of the truth.  In desperation, elegant lenses were hastily crafted.  Through these distorted shades the viewer gained the ability to catch glimpses of the glory of the truth without being consumed.  A slight veneer as subtle as it was soft.  A diffuse lace really, a simple block strong enough to hold back the savage dogs of reality.   Lumbering beasts whose gnashing teeth and wailing howls filled with wrath were abated at the gate.  Even if it was only for a moment, in the darkness one is desperate to see any light, regardless of how fleeting.  All one had to do, was suspend disbelief.

Liars lie to others, visionaries only lie to themselves.

But it was a necessary fiction.  The truth was too powerful.  The undertow was constant.  Through the lenses of fiction, desperate memories of the bitter were made sweet.  Just as in the greatest of epics, piecemeal fiction patched up glaring discrepancies.  Myths created to espouse the ideal, to cling to.  fiction became the ramshackle framework which surrounded the truth.  He still hasn’t figured out if it acted to reinforce, or to contain its power.  Regradless, under the protection of diffusion, momentary lapses forgiven while discrepancies disbelieved.  Just as parched soil eagerly accepts the rain, desperate hearts soaked in fiction to regain that thought lost.  Though it never really was: at least not for him.

What was the price of disbelief?  Hearts were made whole.  Bodies strong.  Beauty remembered and made eternal as it always was and always will be.  The gentle breath of her “Hello,” created a rampant bonfire intense in its clarity from a patch of embers that had long smoldered. 

Liars lie to others, but visionaries only lie to themselves.

Why would one do it?  To return to Eden, to submerge in healing waters to be made whole,  to embrace a haunting truth that hung like a shadow  The cloister created of the two became their world.   In the refuge from the chaos it was only the one made from the he and the she.  And it was beautiful.

Reality however,  has a way to distract.  Once eyes are look to the ground one returns to it.   Like the lost boys in Peter Pan, you can soar with eagles… unless you doubt your ability to fly.  Once this is doubted, it is forever lost.  So began her slow descent.  While Peter, the eternal puck, desperately clung to Wendy’s wrist… she continued her downward  trek.  She no longer wanted to fly, or at least not with Peter.  So he became the Pan, forever fighting off Hook for the sake of a Wendy who had long since left neverland.  Sad Peter or sad Wendy?  So difficult to tell when one is lost in the crux of truth and fiction. 

Liars lie to others, but visionaries only lie to themselves.

So how does the tale end if such tales ever do?  In our last conversation, her eyes had dulled.  Forever fearing confrontation or fact of being caught, she remained in reserve.  I didn’t know how to respond.  Was she more mournful over that which she had lost or that which she had gained?  It matters little.  At least that is what I tell myself.  Little more than a touch of fiction, as long as I realize its fiction.

Flying solo had given him  a perspective to see clearer.  The patchwork of fiction that had allowed the union had slowly dissolved.  It had not melted into t ramshackle tower waiting for the truth to tumble down in a calamitous crush; it’s stasis had allowed the truth time to heal.  Like a broken limb, casts had been removed. In exposing his wounds to the air they had healed.  He knew she longed to fly, and flew still, just not with him.  A truth that is sad.  But in its revelation, it is beautiful.  By being made real, by letting go of Wendy’s wrist, she is made real and all the more beautiful.

Truth has done nothing to diminish the beauty of reflections.  Although the rippled image in the pond is little more than a rippled image in a pond, it is something still cherished.  The ashen embers have returned to grey, waiting to burst forth but until then it must be remembered…

Liars lie to others, but visionaries only lie to themselves.        

 

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Elegance Simple



Elegance Simple

Where can it be found?
Aggressive curved gentle slope
Following flowing fluid lines
A Porsche’s effortless pass
Or in
The earnest bulbous nose
Chattering Volkswagen Beetle
Asking only for acceptance
Simply as peoples car
Simple elegance

Or
Wanton wagging
Puppy’s tail
Greeting its master
Who had only been out of sight
A minute
…or two
More earnest really
Than elegant
Cats are elegant
Maybe
But aloof indifference
Alienates
Some

Or
Found it in the flow
Melbourne Opera House or
San Francisco’s Golden Gate
The Eiffel Tower’s towers spire
When viewed from the base
Simple Elegance
Or 

Drowsy Saturday morning
The captured shine 
off her face
In mere movements
As she alone
Washes her hair
Unaware that I see
and find
Her 
Simply elegant

Elegance Simple

Saturday, July 6, 2013

Young Turks



  

Young Turks

The revolution had begun.

It caught me by surprise.  I was cleaning out a box containing clutter from a previous work area.  You know, that exquisite combination of the precious and pedestrian.   I was almost finished cleaning it out when suddenly an old photograph slipped from a pile of faded papers.  The shock of color amidst the black and white marked the beginning of a flood.   A deluge drawn from a myriad of memories began to wash over me.  Though the casual observer might see only the celebration of three, I was able to see so much more.  Under the simple photo a seminal moment existed.  The surging pulse began.

Memories came flooding back…

We were brilliant.

To begin with, our meeting seemed unlikely.  Though we had passed in the halls, our freshman and sophomore years consisted merely in nods of recognition.  No, our true friendship didn’t arrive until our Junior year at U.T. .  That was the year that preened and primed our class was prepared to be molded under the forge of production classes.  By this time most of the chaff had been burned away and the remaining students were ready.   From the freshmen class numbering in the who knows how many, it had been weeded down to about twenty.   What joined us together?  Perhaps it was our wiliness to confidently buck the status quo.  It could have been the tumultuous talent waiting  only to hear a promise of liberation to burst forth .  Or maybe it could have simply been the fact that this talented group trusted me with their trust.

It mattered little.

We were brilliant.

 Mad to save, mad to be saved …we had each other.  In a world made deaf and blind through their apathy, we had each other.  Combined the triumvirate was determined to shout our barbaric yawlp.  The world was out to destroy us—to strike us down as we stood out.  But we had a plan, we would strike first.  We would shout life to an audience deaf and blind in apathy.  We would use our talents to amaze and inspire.  If the audience only knew the power they held to make change, to dare, TO BE… if they only knew. 

The headquarters of the rebellion was a house that Russ and his roommates rented.  Located someplace near fifth street and Lamar, its dilapidated white exterior resembled so much of the surrounding housing.  Despite expeditions elsewhere,  the night would usually end with a gathering at the house.   Though conversations flowed all over the house, the most serious and seditious talk took place on the second floor.  On the creaky planks of a wooden deck which supported a ramshackle hand built bar, ideas, skits, ideas for shots blended seamlessly into ideas for life. 

We were brilliant.

Conversations with Russ always were invigorating.  He had a very cosmopolitan wit.  Gritty insights combined with a restless spirit fueled his muse.  Like minds that saw things just a little differently increased the sight of both.  As metal sharped metal, Russ pushed my talents, expanded my skills, and challenged perspectives.       

Kelly, she carried a different curse: the curse of beauty.  Sounds like a curious affliction?  Not really.  Most of her classmates judged her first on her exterior, neglecting a pensive observation of her incredible skill, a huge mistake that could have disastrous results for some.  Outer beauty can actually kill a weak inner spirit.  Kelly, however, was strong.  If one isn’t strong, beauty can actually kill you on the inside.  Truth is difficult for many to see, especially when it hides right before our eyes.  Kelly, however, was strong.  Not only did she possess strength of character and exceptional talent—she was also brilliant.  But then again…

We were brilliant.

As for me… well I was talented as well.  My problem: one section of my life was crumbling.  Maybe that was my reason to push for excellence; to rage at the moon.  Like I said, in the big scheme of things it mattered little.  United, we had a way of bring out the best of each other.  Just as we shared our triumphs, we also shared our pains.  In supporting each other…

We were brilliant. 

At school we constantly stove to push the boundaries.  Chafing at all constraints, primary attempts made to surpass the professors expectations were quickly replaced by attempts to surpass our own expectation.  Rather than excluding, we called all to join us in our revolution of independence and excellence.  We even took our skills out of the classroom producing and shooting shows and skits for cable.  Awards were won, appellations: but more important, we were doing it.  At our last production, a carefully orchestrated and demanding Live production that ‘could not be done’—got done.  To memorialize our achievement a photo was taken and an enlarged print was given to each member of the triumvirate.

Then… I did something… well… not so brilliant.  I had an accident.  The triumvirate was broken. 

What followed?  Well you might say… life happened.  Years passed, the triumvirate no longer walked in syncopation.   Regardless, I kept the picture.  Regardless, I remembered the picture.  Regardless, I lived the picture.  Remembering Russ and Kelly as precious friends.  Comrades born out of a shared experience of walking through the fire.  I saw the photo and wanted to get back in touch with them.  After some research on both Kelly and Russ, I was able to find them on Facebook.  Both Kelly and Russ look fantastic and appear to have wonderful families.   Elated at their joy, reality rushed back…

We ARE brilliant! 

Long live the revolution!