Wednesday, October 30, 2013

A few days ago


 
          A few days ago I gave her a call.  Not really sure why.  To ask a question I already knew the answer to served as a good cover.  So I asked.  Answer was that prophesied.  In her silence between the beats, I knew.  Her eyes had dulled.  The beating of her heart had stopped… for me.  There is no sign of life on the moon with its desolate pockmarked surface.  The guest had overstayed his welcome.  A pathetic sentence that fair fit a pathetic situation.  Pathetic.

            One might say but the moon goes through phases.  This is true.  Brief moments of a shimmering full lasts little before shadow begins its creeping cover.  A mark that began a transformation towards the new—absent a messy renaissance.  Such is the moon.    Once, I even saw its dark side, that which she believed forbidden to show.  Its closed off now like a collapsing carnival.  I already knew the answer.  I knew too many answers.

            Though the conversation was brief its lessons were searing.  Some soul mates are for a life.  A connection unbroken as one merely stands by the other, they complete them.  United, their vision binds.  A nice gig if you can get it.

            Others however, well these soul mates do not complete… they destroy—totally.  In a fire complete the old is burned away forcing the other to create themselves anew.  In the phoenix of recreation, the one shines even more brilliant than before.  Yet, with the creation of the new, the old, including the soul mate leaves.  For a time… always a time.  A pathetic sentence that fair fits a pathetic situation.  C'est tout.   So Icarus spread his wings anew.

   

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