Tuesday, April 1, 2014

I stepped outside



Sarah Maclaughlin World on fire remix 

 

I had called.  I stepped outside to see a cloud.   

Solitary, it glided alone against a twilight sky.  Titanic in shape its wide spread attempted to hover calmly.  Yet within, the cloud enclosed a fermenting tempest.  Barely containing, almost breaking, lightning tore through its seething interior.  Flashes of brilliance would snap.  Flashes of light would clap against the vision.  In their ripping breaks, they displayed the strenuous effort made by the cloud.  All feeble it seemed.  The cloud would break.  It had to break.  It all seemed to be merely a show, a fine façade maintained  for whose sake I’m not sure.   Yet it was the soil beneath that paid the price.

The ground beneath desperately ached for the possibility of precipitation.  To longed to be touched by a liquid kiss.  Its cracked soil had been penitent for so long.  A station made in folly as the ground could not remember any offense that had been given.  It was a fools stand off.  The cloud knew the ground was dry.  The could longed to coat and caress the ground.  Upon closer inspection… it was the ground that appeared indifferent.  Withered blades of grass desperately appeared to stay strong.  By succumbing to the rain, the ground knew it would be lost in an uncontrollable flood.  The water would pour over her and she would become lost in the little death that erupts from life.  But perhaps most frightening off all was that in the deluge the soil would feel.  It would breathe again.  It would live again.

So the grass turned its blades from the building tempest.  The cloud contained..  As the lightning increased in tempo and rapidity… I wondered how long the tensioned ballet could last.   

I saw her standing in the field.  Her eyes were closed.  The cloud could bear no more.  Drops heavy and laden began to fall.  She turned her face smiling towards the gentle touch thumping.  The resistance of the cloud was seen to break as the drops grew heavy, thick, and increasing in rapidity.  Her smile spread across her face as she felt the remembered simple joy of the cool traces falling on her face and soaking through her hair.  In the face of the curtain sheets... she laughed euphorically.  To be caught, to be swept, to live again.
             But for now, the action was subdued.  The uneasy truce remained.