My fault, my failure - homage to Jack Kerouac

While the music was originally slow jazz... the ghost of Jack told me to run with this was the one...
Katzenjammer - Demon kitty rag 

“My fault, my failure, is not in the passions I have,

But in my lack of control of them”

Said Jack

Kerouac

Lyric name 

Massachusetts mad

Paladin

For the cause he’s in

Tension behind

Intent attention

As long as

It was

A cause of his own making

Merchants cap

Merchant man

Desperate to sell

Salvation

Reflection

Objectification

Rejection

According to plan

In the land

Of

Deceptive appearance 

Mar sedative comfort devouring life

Failing halt

Staggered sap

It seemed

Granite chin continued facing

Storms of life forever breaking

Unheard intersession

Became obsession

Perhaps once too often

Though

It would never

Show

Never show

Soul seeker

Forgotten truth

Recalcitrant grin devoured

Continued advancing dark

Spontaneous Bop

Rapid reply regardless

Thunderous bombast

Lightning lies

Filling lives

Filling skies

Macabre dissemination

Of information

Vain attempts to halt

Disintegration of

Truth woven mad

Furious

Furious

“My fault, my failure, is not in the passions I have,

But in my lack of control of them”

So said Jack

Kerouac